Swine.

Thanks to Scott for introducing those Anime Motivational Posters to me.
They are all really hilarious.

I've seen this, the best of all:
Girlfriends - They are for losers who cannot download porn.

Right.
Maybe not the best, since it is quite offending to a greater degree, I'm sure.
My personal favourite is this :
Bloodbath - Kill Till You Drop Dead.

So, most of our classmates are pretty much persuaded to attend the ball.
But man, we are quite late, hope we can still get a good table.
Well, even though everyone is having problem forking out a huge amount of money at one time.
And with the class trip's balance payment due in approximately one week, I don't want to know that horrible feeling of breaking up with your money in you.
So much expenses, yikes!!!!!

&&&

Today's mocks were pretty dreadful.
I literally crammed Biology Unit 1 to Unit 5 in just 3 days, that's very very very bad.
And Question 1 of Page 1 stunned me all too well.
That resulted in me leaving so many blanks, and blanks which worth quite the blood.

And I just had to threw away the last 8 marks for nothing for my Statistics 2 mock.
Don't ask me why.
I need to know why myself. Desperately.
I'm that damn genius you know I am.

So, I will have to study for Chemistry and Physics seriously.

&&&

Swine Influenza H1N1 spreading out.
Watch it out.
My blessings.

Iraq Handover.
Good luck.
179 British troops have been killed since 2003.
That a "Bloodbath"? Could pass. Barely. =]

TIME's Top 100 Most Influential People List revealed.
4chan.org founder "moot" won TIME 100 online poll.
LoL.

HI HI HI HI.

I'm back.
After so long.
I know.
=]

Missed out the karaoke trip to Midvalley today, but no matter, there are plenty of chances in the future. Nee???

Pretty stressed out this week, which is why I didn't update for a long time.

The ball-clash-trip dilemma can finally be sorted out!
I hope everyone is good with the new date.
And then, I will confirm the changes with the agency.

Voila!
We can go for the ball!

x]

A Date. Albeit Short. With Just A Brunch.

I really shouldn't trust on my mom that much when she's all excited about something.
She won't think straight.
And I recently have no time to think straight for other people's convenience.
I mean, I need all of my brain capacity to stress out about tests and exams now.

Claire's "Row row row your boat ..." really freaked me out. I have no idea why. But everytime she is gonna do it (actually she only did it once, but I am still, constantly reminded of it), I will have these goosebumps somehow. Man. She's too cute.

Photos grabbed from Schreww Wisdom.

Evan & I naturally love this picture 'cozzz Claire bear somehow got her face mutated.

Love this pic the most! =]

When you're happy, SHOW IT.

Never knew Claire bear can get this weird.
My yello' bag is very thankful anyway.
x]

K a r m a ;

First time I saw someone literally chattering their teeth because of the freeze she was experiencing. She was shaking like mad. Poor thing.
I wasn't very panicky, just very concerned about her situation.
Had trouble sitting up again.
The sight was rather heart-wrenching.

Oh dear.
I sincerely pray for your well-being.

My Character.

I was described as "demonic" today.
I was described as a "monster" today.
I was also described as "scary" yesterday.
I was described as "the enemy of all pet lovers" every other day.

People totally screwed their faces up when they made such description of me.

Should I laugh away happily.
or.
Be sorrowful.

Annona & Jon K.

I will be featuring two characters today.

A N N O N A

Happy Birthday!!!
I'm really happy I finally got to do something for you on your special day.
I know I've always missed out on your parties and outings for the past 2 or 3 years.
And I am extremely guilty about it.
The first thing I did when I reached college was to head straight towards San Francisco at HP Tower. Probably took 5 minutes deciding on what to buy from their display.
So, before heading to Mama's Kitchen for lunch with Evan and Claire, I found her at the library and gave her her prezziee.

She said the Chocolate Cheese cake was good, but there was not enough cheese.
L M A O!


J O N K

I have honestly no idea why I labeled you as "Jon K".
I think there are too many other Johns out there.
Nevermind though, Mr.Khoo prefers to call you Arthur.

Tapao-ed you during pool/snooker this morning. HAHA.
Good team with Khye Ren and Kim Li. Whee~~
Eddie came late, so I didn't get to show off to him. Haiz...
Just when I'm starting to improve a lot already.
Ah yea, I'm owing Kim 50 cents coins. xD

I informed Ms.Ng about my skin condition, so I was exempted from actually doing the mock today for the Chemistry Practical mock next week.
She said I could observe other people's results and copy them.
Extremely good news for me. Everybody was so jealous. I'm quite sure. HAHA.
Err yea. So now I know that this Jon K actually only does 2 titrations for his titration question. Well, way to go. We are suppose to do 3, just in case. You're too pro.
Thanks for letting me copy your results anyway.

I practically dragged a chair on the carpet to my preferred table.
Jon K pulled up his own chair on my right first, then Worm Ming on his right and finally Eddie Current on Worm Ming's right. Claire Bear was seated on my left.
So called conference. Everything was really intelligent. Until Paik Quinn came over.
I've heard him the first time he shouted it. I really did.
He came over to our table and said .... "stuffsssss".
Jon K helped him, Eddie Current added in his own "stuffsssss" too, thanks lawdd Worm Ming was not around anymore.
Jon K muttered something under his breath, but Lawdd PH was way too sharp for him.
Then there went my auto-reflex, WHAM!!!
I gave him a blow on his left arm. Hard. Very Hard. Very very very Hard.
I felt his bones vibrating. You know you deserve it. =______=
Coulda pull your wound open. Your Cocker Spaniel hates you.
I started to threaten Eddie Current too. He literally ran for his life.
But okay, he has his auto-reflex too.

Good day, good day.

Happy Birthday to Evangeline's mommy too. =]

It's Spreading!!!

Yes.
It so is spreading.

It's worsening at a quicker rate down at my toes and soles.
Oh lawdd.

Anyway, considering putting off chemistry laboratory work for the last 2 laboratory lessons.
I shall inform Ms.Ng about it tomorrow. And, I will be observing the rest of you busying like mad cows with the organic compounds and whatnot.

Gonna make payment for the Lang Tengah trip tomorrow.
Just received the invoice!! (I've decided to stick with the exclamation marks. ugh.)
Woohoooo!! (I cannot believe I typed this.)
Everybody has already started discussing about what they are gonna wear to the beach.
Bikinis??
I'm glad you guys are excited about it.

Bali is a nice idea too.

No matter. I need my dumbass skin condition to heal first.


>>> Nick Yeow is still indebted to me. Oh lawwddd, everybody has already given their IC and other details to me. Why are you the only so special one?????????

Add Up Info.

Possible triggers I can identify with.

> Systemic nickel allergies may be related such as foods high nickel content - cocoa, chocolate, whole grains, & nuts.
> Allergic reaction to Cr(6+) compounds (Potassium Dichromate and other leather preservative)
> Multiple Chemical Sensitivity
> Dyshidrosis can sometimes even be caused by dust mite allergies, with sufferers having to wash and change bedding weekly, sometimes even every 2 days or even every day, to combat symptoms.

My skin condition is still at an early stage. Hope it won't turn out too bad later on.
And how come they don't say how long it takes to heal...

Dyshidrosis Eczema is not the only thing tormenting me.
I've got other yet to be identified skin condition on me.
This seriously sucks.

I just hope my diagnosis is wrong.

Down to only 5 healthy fingers.

Can you imagine that? I'm actually typing with only 5 fingers. The left pinky and all other fingers on my right except the index finger. That is really bad enough, wait till other vesicles start to sprout "miraculously" on the 5 remnants, and I'll really be handicapped.

I'm so distraught. I didn't get to see the doctor in the end. There wasn't time to. So I took it upon myself to be my own doctor. It wasn't too hard at all. I found what I needed to know pretty quickly. Thanks to you who created the Internet.

I was pretty worried these two days and really wanted to avoid contact with anybody at all. I mean, I haven't check up on this stupid Dyshidrosis Eczema properly, it could be contagious. But no, it isn't really. It's some sort of inflammation and you get it if you've inherited it from your parents. I can pretty much assure myself that that is what I'm suffering from right now because my mom told me she had it before. And wtf, she said it's nothing serious.

True, I don't really have to go to the doctor to check up on this skin disease since it can be home treated. Not that I mind anything. But the frustration really gets to me terribly. It is honestly very depressing. Why?

"This condition is not contagious to others, but due to its unsightly nature can cause significant distress in regards to social interactions with others."

There you go. I was thinking of posting up the photos here, but maybe I'll just settle with the respective links:
1. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dyshidrosis
2. http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/dyshidrosis/DS00804
3. http://www.geocities.com/vyera/dyshidrosis/main.html
4. http://www.geocities.com/vyera/dyshidrosis/photos.html

If you've noticed, I've not hyperlink the URL above. Go copy paste it yourself, if you do care to find out more about it. I'm supposed to stay away from Nickel-containing trackpads anyway. So I shouldn't really be using the computer.

^^^

It's always those emotional stress shit that causes all my skin diseases. Gimme a break. Please. I'm like, always laughing like mad shit. So what kind of shitty cause is that.

CAUSE: UNKNOWN.

So, treating it with potassium permanganate is an option. I have that chemical in my possession. However, I do not think it'll be a good choice. I stick with the cream I have from the doctor now. Stress management counselling? That is such bullshit. I want a cortisone shot instead. Some said it worked for them long enough, in terms of months or, maybe years.

TREATMENT: INCURABLE.

Which basically means that it's acute, chronic and recurrent. Good news?
So, of course the sufferers will already be thinking about how to stop it from continuing its growth on the edges of other fingers, palms, toes and soles. The thing is, you're not in control. You can god-mod your RPG character, but Dyshidrotic Eczema is not dependent character. So, forget it.

PREVENTION: NONE.

But of course, you can take measure to stop further aggravating it. Got pure cotton gloves, anybody? I need it. It would be cool if it's waterproof 'coz I can't exactly expose those blisters to water. Well, it is even suggested that I don't wash my own hair and body. Do you hear me crushing that table lamp to pulp?

^^^

Okay. My skin disease in a nutshell. That above is.
Sounds bad?
Oh no. It's actually pretty fine.

Well, it's not that it's fatal.
I won't die.

But, how the heck am I gonna hold a pen properly for my exams???

Bee in Soup.

Two bees to be exact.
And more precisely, it's some kind of herbal power drink.
"Power" drink.
O yessss.


I couldn't make it to the "yamcha" session tonight at McD again.
Really really really sorry...
I know I erm, "ffk" loads, but I'll try to make up to it when things are less hectic for me.
Schedule is jam-packed all the time.
I need more time to rest, honestly.


I totally loathe my skin.
Gimme a break.
I don't mind breaking myself down, even.
It's just so unbearable.


Have you heard?
I've been quite hardworking lately, studying my notes and all.
Even though I've this mindset in me all the time:
I've already got offers from the universities I wanted, I'm ready for university, I can't wait to enter university, screw it with college already, meeting with the conditions? No problemo.
Coolio. I'm donewith my college life.

Wish I could take a gap year.
I've so many things that I want and need to do.
I actually made a list of it.
But, it came down to only 3 months and less for me.
Impossible to accomplish anything at all.
Except maybe, completing my piano Grade 8.
I honestly can't believe I've dragged my piano for so long.
Should have just, finish it off as late as when I was in Form 5.

Ugh.

I slapped my youngest brother.
It somehow worked as an awakening potion for him.
He cried and messed with my room after I did that to him.
But, I know he adores me as he always has.
He was a darling when I waited for him to come home from his tuition and had dinner together with him.
He was looking for meat for me, asking me if I want those ketchup beans before finishing up the little bits himself and well, seriously being sweet and nice.
He wanted me to watch "Nazi UFO ... " (can't remember the full title) with him.
I had to clear the dining table though, so I didn't.

I'm sorry.

Loving Life.

Are you?
=]


Claire and I went back to KPD A and stoned there for a while.
Wei Ming suddenly popped out of no where.

"Why are you still here??"
"I'm waiting for my friend."
"Ohhh...."
"It's not a girl. Don't worry."
"Why should she (Claire) worry???"

Rendered him speechless.
Muahahahahaha.
Yay me.
As always.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I'm happy to make him sad because I've decided to choose Bristol over York.
Heckyeah, I don't want to see your face there too, Lee Worming!!

思い

彼方はどこえ行くなのか。

Lamer me.

Am so tired this week.
Really can *** from exhaustion.
And I think the computer is the hugest reason I'm like this.

My skin diseases persist.
I think it's the prawns.
It's terrible.
I've gotta live with this discomfort for long.
I'm always feeling itchy somewhere.
It's god damn annoying.

I'm a hardworking person, I know that.
I'm serious.

Actually had a conversation with Jon K on Monday evening about which products to use to clear up pimples.
Laugh out loud.
Honestly not bad.
He's gonna be my dermatologist.
Rock on.

I've got exactly 24 people for the Lang Tengah trip.
And I still need two more person to pay up the money.
Exactly 24 people and I won't allow anymore participants.
I apologize to those who are interested in joining in the trip...

>>> Pretty much decided on Bristol.
>>> I'm not gonna care other stuffs shit.
>>> Period, that's it.

Out,

Pitching.

It was an inspiring piece.
I like it.
[In case I forgot what it was about, it's something to do with top US universities admits.]


Is it alright to leave my family behind and for myself to further my studies abroad?
They seriously worry me loads.


I've got like 3 months before university starts for me.
And I'm gonna jam-pack every single day of that 3 months period.
Skills.
I need more skills.

Tricked & Treated.

I'm glad I wore a bit of "heels" to college today.
Otherwise, it would have been even more strenuous for me to talk to Jayson.
Gawd, aren't you tall!

Pretty good US apps Seminar there.
So I don't see why people aren't motivated enough to get their asses over.

Plain tired out.
Those two dumped me for MidValley.
Sadness.

And, thanks a lot to Wei Jin for collecting the deposits!
Sorry you don't get to sleep amongst a pool of money though!

Important point - Diversity.
That's the main thing I'm looking out for in a university that I am going to.
Thus the bias towards Bristol.

Still undecided.
This is so.
Annoying.

優しい嘘

Dropped three pals right at their doorsteps today.
=]

Haha.
Dropped by Evangeline's house first to "check up" on Huahua.
Poor thing.
Not exactly.
But he was definitely quieter.
Growled at me but eventually gave in.
Good boy.
So I decided to be kind and help him help his owner look for his chicken bones to be boiled into chicken soup.
Then.
There's no chicken soup after all.
>___>

Dropped Jack back next.
I can barely see the road then.
Sky pissing water like it has never pissed in ages before.
Kiddin'.
I swear it's the Persona's fault.
I find so many faults with it.
I seriously do.

Lastly, Mouse.
Didn't manage to perfect the U-turn at the dead-end.
Disappointed.
Nevertheless, I'm still the awesomest driver around.
You know it and I know it too.

I want to join Race for Rights.
But.
There are so many buts.
I hate it.
Why.
Why.
Why.

A Knot In My Heart.

She ran towards
the picturesque meadow,
Leaving behind
a trail of broken shadows.

She held in her hands
a stalk of golden daffodil,
Dripping drops
of over-ripe honey dews.

She slumbered in
the wake of dawn,
Tearing down
a sorrowful lawn.

D i c h.

Dich means "you" in German.

If you want to take it as that other meaning with the same pronunciation,
you're more than welcome to do so.
I might appreciate it.

***
I was hoping I could make a last entry for the last day of March.
But, I didn't.
***

I hate getting serious stuffs on April Fools Day.
Everything on April Fools Day should meant to be a joke.
Lousy or not.
Not awarded the scholarship even though my application was worthy of serious consideration made me quite, sad.
Well, over 650 applications for just that mere 10 awards.
Fine, it's way too fierce.

Anyhow, that makes thing slightly easier for me.
I can opt Exeter out officially.

So it leaves only York or Bristol.


I am also, genuinely happy for Jayson and Jamin who got offers from very reputable universities in the USA.
Like, UCLA and University of California, Berkeley.
Wish you guys best of luck.