What's with the World.

Touchscreen TV remote control.

Do I still have to say anymore? The tech universe is advancing at an extreme velocity. Not exactly advancing, actually. Because all they are doing is just integrating newer techs with existing ones. Touchscreen is obviously the trend these days. Not just a trend, but a revolution of its own. Soon, perhaps everything and anything can be controlled with just one finger. Science fiction could be unravelling all of itself to be real facts soon, that "soon" is maybe about 30 years? I don't know. Just saying.

I can feel that I'm already losing touch with that side of tech scene.

Whatever though. Because as long as I has the dough, I can pretty much get anything I want. The thing is to invent or innovate, not just using it. But how can I, when I'm studying Medicine instead of Engineering? Then again, I'm just saying.

It's just tough to catch up with the pace the world is going at now.

Time does feel shorter and insufficient as you grow older.

No time in no Time.

Y. O. Y.?

Why oh why am I so weak for androgynous-looking guys? I became interested in Tokio Hotel firstly because of its affinity with something Japanese - the band's name itself obviously. What a loser I am. But, more than that, I was attracted to Bill's style. Just how the inner me is like, not exactly, just similar. Fierce and eccentric. Not sure about him being eccentric, but I think I am day by day. I think people around me are slowly beginning to lose that human touch with me.

Why oh why?

Can probably think mom has a bit of influence on me on that. She has an issue with me standing nearby a guy, being alone with a guy, going out with guys, talking to a guy ... so on so forth as long it's related to the male species. I like to think that I love running away from troubles. Or I am just lazy to deal with them, especially those that need me to stand up against my mom. Rebellious or not. Peeves me off so much. And so I constantly have thoughts of undergoing sex change. Be a male once and for all. And then I don't think she will have anything else to say anymore. Can I piss you off in turn that way? My first small little step to that has been acting manly since years ago. Though I've never really succeeded in that. Maybe it's just how I dress myself up sometimes.

Anyhow, this is not worth talking over. Case close.

No Idea

how much I'm looking at the Pass List again and again and again and again and again...

you get the idea!

I am so ridiculously happppyy!! I can finally take that breather, relax and have fun like real fun!

I pass the resit. Thank goodness! I wouldn't imagine how much trouble it would be to actually not be able to pass it.. Argh, but forget about it. It's now over!!! YAY. Loves everyone who supported and encouraged me lots on the way. Mom and Dad are really really really superb parents. Thank yous!

On my own 2 feet.

So I have attention issues.

I might have spotted that earlier on.

But I'm just slowly liking it ain't I?

Haven't I been like that for some time?

Dying to, "show off"?

Yeah, because mommy and daddy haven't help me with that when I was younger.

Haha. You're goddamn hilarious.

Now, get real and do that SOMETHING.

Because you can.

Even if you're on your own.

Stop making me feel

like a fool.

Sufferings one after another.

No one to talk to.

Nothing to rely on.

Only traps from all directions.

When and where is the "end"?

When I am inspired...

by friends' blogs.

For the sake of precision, it was only two blogs. So I changed the layout, all the while thinking of wanting to choose a plain white background.

... and, this is the alternative thought.

Isn't it more often the latter than the former? Maybe?

:)

Okay, don't have to start anything about "where is my determination on Plan A?".

The main inspiration actually, is to compose an entry. I decided that for a fresh start on how I will take on my posts in the future, I need a refreshing image for my blog too. I have always said it, and I'm saying it again - I have no idea why I want to KEEP a blog. I realized I like writing/typing, but I could be doing it anywhere else isn't it? Another thing is, I should make it into a more essay-like format? An example would be having sentences continuing after each other instead of being separated into different lines in a paragraph. I did that to keep my sentences short. I didn't wanna be spending time on this, really. But after those two blogs, yours truly is inspired to give this lengthy style a try.

To name a few advantages, it can probably help train my eloquence, fluency and flow in both writing and speaking. Gosh, did I mention I'm in lacking of using good vocabularies? So now I hope I can try using more new words here. To better understand how to use them too, appropriately at that! Could it even help make me express myself more clearly? Thing is, I didn't want people to understand me easily in the first place! I am so full of contradictions in myself that I am not at all surprised if I drove myself mad.

This is really time-consuming. I doubt this can continue for a long time. It's now 22 past 12 midnight, I really should sleep. And I'm starting to dislike this style. I have to be thinking coherently because I'm writing sentences that tail after each other. But I thought I was able to think coherently and fast when I had one sentence per line in a paragraph. Why is the difference?

Okay, for real, this attempt to change is sickening me. For one, I don't have anything much to rant about right now. I will probably talk more about myself in the next post, or something regarding my spring cleaning.

quits.

Slying.

Should I continue to hide this blog or use it as an announcement board?

I don't have any essays worth commenting on by others yet, anyway.

For now, I'm making it more private and no one would realize what's wrong with the original blog.

:)