by friends' blogs.
For the sake of precision, it was only two blogs. So I changed the layout, all the while thinking of wanting to choose a plain white background.
... and, this is the alternative thought.
Isn't it more often the latter than the former? Maybe?
:)
Okay, don't have to start anything about "where is my determination on Plan A?".
The main inspiration actually, is to compose an entry. I decided that for a fresh start on how I will take on my posts in the future, I need a refreshing image for my blog too. I have always said it, and I'm saying it again - I have no idea why I want to KEEP a blog. I realized I like writing/typing, but I could be doing it anywhere else isn't it? Another thing is, I should make it into a more essay-like format? An example would be having sentences continuing after each other instead of being separated into different lines in a paragraph. I did that to keep my sentences short. I didn't wanna be spending time on this, really. But after those two blogs, yours truly is inspired to give this lengthy style a try.
To name a few advantages, it can probably help train my eloquence, fluency and flow in both writing and speaking. Gosh, did I mention I'm in lacking of using good vocabularies? So now I hope I can try using more new words here. To better understand how to use them too, appropriately at that! Could it even help make me express myself more clearly? Thing is, I didn't want people to understand me easily in the first place! I am so full of contradictions in myself that I am not at all surprised if I drove myself mad.
This is really time-consuming. I doubt this can continue for a long time. It's now 22 past 12 midnight, I really should sleep. And I'm starting to dislike this style. I have to be thinking coherently because I'm writing sentences that tail after each other. But I thought I was able to think coherently and fast when I had one sentence per line in a paragraph. Why is the difference?
Okay, for real, this attempt to change is sickening me. For one, I don't have anything much to rant about right now. I will probably talk more about myself in the next post, or something regarding my spring cleaning.
quits.
